Enough

Indifference and Anger. Lately, the emotions that stem from anger are more common in my life. Frustration, indifference, negativity, low self-regard, and a short-temper all originate from anger over my realized loss and potential loss. Naturally, the anger may be traced back to a fear, and then back even further to a lack of faith….

C’mon…Let’s Jump Into 2020

I kind of want to kick 2019 in the…rear. But, I really shouldn’t take my aggressions out on the calendar. We thought 2019 was going to be our “break-out” year. We planned on seeing some great things happen over this past 12 months. Wow. Not so much. Some things, though, did go well…which is great,…

Yeah, but…

What were our routines? What was the daily schedule… I suppose if I thought hard enough I could recall the day-to-day life that Jana and I held. It seems so far away now… I could sit and try to remember, but what will that do for me? Make me sad? Wish for the past? Get…

Flinging Totes

There is a limit. Sorting, packing up, and arranging the stuff of our life together is hard work that can, apparently, only be done in short segments. I have a lot to complete, but I hit a wall and must stop torturing myself with all the memories. Items that were long forgotten pop up in…